It’s been a while since I have
shared my thoughts. It's so strange that you don't have as many thoughts or
learning you would have liked, once things are back on track. True adversity is
the best teacher.
So, in a nutshell-Life
has been just fine.
There was a time when waking up
in the morning was a task- a phase that I don't recognise myself with.
Back then, many times I would have wished for a day when I didn't wake up with
a feeling of restlessness, insecurity and with the same thought-where is this all
leading to. Now, I am just grateful for whatever I have. Funny, isn't it? For
those who know me, will think that how can I be content since I have not
achieved any huge feet. In today's world we call it "Achievement".
Isn't it all overrated? The
other day I was having this conversation with someone (let’s call them xxxxx), now
xxxx feels that he would be happy only once his package hits the 9-digit
number. He then asked me what I think, I said I am just happy that now I can
have a proper sleep. That’s my achievement and contentment.
Shouldn't we all strive for
contentment rather than achievement?
I had this checklist- the
things I would do once I clear CA (Chartered Accountancy exams). But all I can
manage to do now is sleep, somehow, I feel I am making up for all those nights
where I lay worried about the future.
More than my body, it’s my mind
which is at ease. I am just grateful for not having to wake up at night with
anxiety.
It feels really good to be content.
